Well, doesn't this suck all? Where do I begin?

Well, I've recently been on a roller coaster of emotions. One moment I feel fine, the next I feel completely terrible. THe reason? If you know me, you guesd it, my family.

I can't explain why they do the things to me as they do. I'm old enough to make my own decisions, aye, but sadly, as long as I live under their roof, their rules, no matter how arbitrary and restricting it is, I must abide. Thankfully, I can move on out in about a year, though even that seems like an eternity.

So, they FINALY figured out how to block me, though I did have it comming, what, me giving out the administrator password out and all for their sake, but I can't view half as many websites as I can (say porn's okay, but guess that's blocked too). I can't chat, can't talk to people along, hell, I'm lucky to even post this! No MSN, no AIM, I'm out of my wits here!

FB, I've no idea how we're gonna meet if I can barely even communicate with you anymore. :/

Kaji, relax, it's not you. Strangely, they just think it's you. o.O;;

On a happier note, I did finally managed to regain my old train of thoughts. Whew...I barely recognize it anymore, but it's definitely there. How can I tell? I'm not depressed for one (somehow, but I'd rather be frustrated and a little unhappy / disappointed rather than depressed, trust me). Still, this loniless can be a bit...irritating.